One Year.

"I guess heaven was needing a hero, somebody just like you. Brave enough to stand up for what you believe and follow it through. When I try to make it make sense in my mind the only conclusion I come to is heaven was needing a hero like you."

It's been one year since Devon passed away. I feel almost silly, because there are so many people that were way closer to him than I was. It's been a hard year. I still remember that day last year when Struck told us. I just remember thinking that it couldn't be real. Although I felt like this was in God's plan and sometimes God gives, and sometimes he takes away. I really thought that because of Devon's tragic death and how it happened, that this would be a wake up call and people would stop drinking and doing drugs. Nope. I was wrong. It made me really mad that last night, people would all go out and drink. People say they do that because Devon would want them to, but honestly, do you really think he would?

It always hurt me when people drank before, and I could never understand why, and no its jsut so much more confusing to me.

It's funny, well not really, but I miss Devon, and I didn't even know him all that well. Sure we had talked some and hung out a couple times, and I miss him a lot. It's almost like I wince every time I say the name Devon because it's just to surreal.

Well that's kind of all I really have to say. Soooooooo, bye?